ujan yang lobatt..

to myself...
its raining cats and dogs out there....lobat bona...abih baju den basah...tadi smpat ag la beli tudung ngan inner...hehehhehe...just finished my microb lab test...quite better then microb 1 test..huhuhu..wonderr hoe amali biochem test dis thursday!...hope i can answer correctly...hope so...aminnn....
nak cite...yesterday...kak aza's friend...seniorr...baru lepas convo...tumpang bilik...firstly...my impression quite buruk taw...dik in said die 2 bising x...cause dik in can not study if keadaan bising...huhuhuu...kak aza jadik serba salah nak bagi tompang ke x.....waaaa....jahatnyer dik in niiiii....xbaik wat cam2.....slalu pk buruk kat owang lain....kater nak beubah....tp sbnanyer akak 2 ok jee....tpkan...if the same thing happen to me how laaa.....biler kiter wat kat owang satu hari nnt kiter akan dpt balikkk...percayalah...haaa then my kawan, bedek want to come here dis saturday...haaa...see la...Allah bg terang2...mcm 2..free2 jek...
Ya Allah...ampunilah dosa hambaMu yang lemah ini Ya Allah....berdosanye dik in..............
dik in.....setiap apa yang berlaku itu jadikan pengajaran taw...jgn ulanginya lagi k.....selalulah muhasabah diri...setiap barang hanya pinjaman...sume 2 Allah yang punye...jangan sombong...jagn bongkak....kite ini hanyalah insan yang lemah...kite ini juga milik Allah...tolonglah farahin berubah....
smoga hari esok akan lebih baik drpd hari ini...insyaAllah...Aminnnn...
wassalam...

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to myself...
aaaaaa.....dis week is test weekkkk.....oh no....buku mmg bace like nak xnak bace jerk...huhuhuhhuuu...
wassalam..

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convocation dayyy...

to myself...
today kak zubaidah...my seniorr...had her convocation day....congratz kak zubaidah...may ur future will be brighter n brighter.....may farahin also can be like akak...kn kn...hehehehe...bes sngt nengok owang convo tadi....hapi sngggtt....saba..saba...my time will come...2 more years okeh!...hik3x...at dat time i want a bouquet of roses...mak bg satu pastu...abang...haaa...pn kene bg yg besar ugak taw...(wajib!..har3x)...
heemmm smalam sambut befday mira...my bespren...at mines...mamam kat kopitiam lee...hahaha..2 la tmpat yang besh mamam...tp 2 la claypot dier kureng ckit...tp ok la...heemmm sume adiah yg dier dpt kaler pink...wah3x...bestnyerr dierrr...rezeki mira....alhamdulillah....smoga Allah sentiasa memberkati hdup mira...dmurahkan rezeki dan ceria selaluu...may our frenship last till end of our life....insyaAllah....
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to myself....
nite before x mandy...mucukkzzz...waaa...air xad....luckily dis morning dik in sempat mandy taw! huhuhuh....heeemmmm....mlm td abang had a problem....masalah ap abang....dik in wonder....emmm dik in tau abang leh solve all dis prob....abang kn lelaki....abang....smoga abang sentiasa kwat....dik in always be with abang....in our happy or hard time....love abang much......
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lab biochem

to myself...
today... lab biochemmm....arrgggghhh...mmg memeningkan btolll...udah le busan...menunggu nak mengacau sejam sejam....quite a long time to get wanted ph...ooohhhh...wut a fade la....haih...then after 2 dayz...mengacau...mengantuk...mengumpat dlll....hek3x...jun dah terbuang deae cellulose tuh...uwaaaaaa....mcm blur je waktu nengok jun buang deae 2 dlm sinki....naper mcm blur je arini ehh??? microb td kot...asik terbayang2 jek soklan dierrr.....heerrrkh...apo la naseb....dwet3x...dimana kau dwetttt.....huhuhuhuuu...
wsaalam...

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jun's besday present..

to myself...
just few minutes ago i go to koop upm...find my ayah punyer baju...ayah teringin nak baju upm...huhu...belikan la...bg adiah ti balik umah...then, i find a keychain...man u punyer keychain...hahaha...mmg seswai ler ngan jun...cbb jun minat man u...last saturday, 1st of august.. xdpat join jun sambot burfday dier...musti jun terasa ngan pain...ghasenyer...sbb jun dah ajak...tpkiter mmg xpat kuar...susah ckit biler dah dok umah nih....maap jun...ti when i go to biochem lab this afternoon,i'll give jun her present...i hope this will give something meaning to her...heppy burfday jun!!!
may u become a gud gurl...happy alweys...diberkati Allah hdup...nnnn...brutel slalo..wakakakak...
wassalam...

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to myself...
after a week coti...bermalas-malasan di umah...now come back to ma lovely campuss....yuhuu...
heemmm...last sunday...selisih paham ckit ngan abang....mistake dik in jgak...always cari problem ngan abang....abang try to solve it, but dik in yg keras pale...asik nak majuk jer...iskh...
sampai satu tahap abang said to dik in abang btul2 kecewa ngan dik in....that time...terkedu...dik in xtaw nak ckp ap....abang xpenah rasa mcm ni...dik in dah wat abang kecewa ngan dik in...
i feel like...ntahla...
lpas abang ltak tepon, dik in try call abang blik...tp abang ttp...waktu 2 kenangan 3 thn ngan abang dtg....waaa...sedih sngt...xkn nak bpisah...tp dik in yg wat sume 2 jadi mcmni kan abang....
dik in mintak maaf kat abang....abang trus kate abang xmaw gduh2 ag...abang sayang kat dik in...tp nape dik in wat abang mcmni....dik in xtaw nak ckp ap ag....dlm pale dik in, dik in hny pk dik in dah bnyk wat salah kat abang....abang dah kecewa ngan dik in......dik in xtaw abang leh maafkan dik in ag ke x waktu 2....nak bpisah???mcm glap dunia...tp dik in yg mintak dulu kn...
abang dah reda...abang maafkan dik in....beruntung dik in dpt abang....stat drpd c2...sume yang abang penah ckp kat dik in main2 dlam pale dik in....>>dik in ni pentingkan diri sendiri...suka sngt jeles kat org...dah 2 rezeki die..biarlah...sensatip...cpt sngt terasa...kwat merajuk...slalu berfikir buruk kat owang lain....waaaa....bnyknyer yg dik in dah wat salah kat abang.....kat sume owangg.... T.T
abang...dik in minta maaf....dik in ni jahat....kn....tapi dik in pn nak jadi baik....dik in nak jadi baik mcm abang.....nak sayang kat sume orang.....
abang....dik in akan cuba buang sume sifat2 buruk 2....sblm kite kawin nnt....emmm dik in nak bina kluarga bahagia ngan abang....nnt anak2 kite dik in nak didik baik2....bg kasih sayang....tp sblm 2 dik in kena jadi baik dulu kan abang.....
abang....insyaAllah....dik in janji kat abang...dik in nak buang sume sifat2 buruk dik in....sblm kte kawin....biarlah owang kater ape pn...azam dik in....dik in nak abang bahagia ngan dik in....dik in xmaw wat abang kecewa ngan dik in ag.....
mlm 2 dik in mimpi abang......cedih ckit...tp klaka last skali abang nek heli...hihihi...
abang.....dik in sayang abang sangat2.........
cinta dik in kat abang tulus ikhlas dari hati dik in....
abang ngan dik in.........
wassalam...

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to myself...
race cedihhh.... T.T

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to myself...
cakit perut......... wuuuuu....
1st of august.... lambat jgak dtgnye.... anyway alhamdulillah dtg......
wassalam...

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to myself...
yesterday ayah marah2 ckit... mulanya disebabkan oleh anak kucing sepahkan makanan... then,timbul kisah lain pula...
dunno why all dis prob happen....
sedih nengok ayah cam2...
nak cakap ngan ayah rasa takut...xbrani...takut things become worst...nnt ayah ag marah...biler cenyap jek kiter jadi serba salah...
xtau nak wat aper...
hanya doa kakno mak ngan ayah akan dapat hidayah drpd Allah suatu hari nanti....
bersabarlah wahai hati... sume ini hanya dugaan dalam hidup...
abang kan ada...kan..kan.. heee~
sayang kat mak ayah abg farid kak farah farhana.... abang...
wsaalam...

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i'm homee..

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i'm home rite now...almost 2 dayz at house...just tito jek manyak...iskh...
donno wut to do...nak bace buku cam malasss...ekhh...test just nex week...adoih...
farahin...rajin2 kan diri ya...saranghe~
wassalam...

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to myself...
kak tim mencari org nak masuk kawad...
sgt sedih nengok dier g dari satu bilik ke satu bilik mmintak supaya org masuk kawad...
dtg bilik a~ein kak tim minta air...kak tim kater dahaga...Ya Allah...ksian sgt tgk kak tim...
tp ap leh wat...farahin ader klas rabu nih...takut xsempat abih lab n kejar bus...
mcmana kalau a~ein kat tempat kak tim...
mesti serabut otak...nsib bek kak tim lembut...
wassalam...

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mcm2 arini...

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today..monday..many had happened today...stat from the morning..my first english lab..quiet ok..pronounciation...huhuhuhh..tongue twister..twist my tounge ooo..kih3..then...i didnt msj abang till 12.30 pm..i dont know why...jahat btul...mmg rindu kat abang...tahan je...heemmm...then lab microb..learn bout microscope...ok laa...back from faculty..called abang...wuuu..now i know why shiro break up with her bf...firstly bcoz shiro feel that she didnt get along with her bf anymore..secondly from her ex, was bcoz he bout too jelousy with shiro family....ooopppssss...just same like me jerk...huhuhuhuhuhuhuhhh....then i know that shiro didnt like her bf said like that...bout her family..her bf feel like he didnt get like what shiro get...jeles lar 2...same like me tooo...waaaa....i dont want to be like dat...teruk nyerrrr...orang lain x shuke taw jeles2 ni.....dah2 la 2 farahin ooiii...stop jelousy to other people...especially abang's family...like what u post before..bersyukurlah kpd Allah dgn apa yang kiter ada skarang...bersyukurlah...ikhlaskan diri ok!!
past is past....maafkan orang lain...dan hargailah orang itu...insyaAllah...kebahgiaan akan dtg suatu hari nnt...bersabarlah wahai hati.....
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to myself...
jam dah pkul 12 lerbih...
xmsj abg pn ag...
xtahu knapa...
rindu sangat kat abang...

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am i feel regret?

to myself...
just dis morning abg call me..firstly i quite shock..why he calling me at dis time..very weird..and i also don't expected to him to reply my messages..bcoz he always buzy with his family and also his work..thus, i dont take hard of dat..but when abg called me,i just pick up the phone..and our conversation begin..firstly i dont want to talk much..just a little talk..but when he ask me about yesterday when my grandmother had a kenduri..it is best he ask? i actually want to bercerita to him..i just said em! ok la..bes! then we both quiet..i dont like dis quiet situation..in additional i talk with my sweetheart..i want to share everything with him actually..then i started to story about my anak buah..mohd adib..bla bla blaaa...then suddenly his ibu come..ask for baju kotor..after that he said ok la abg nak g tlg ibu..waaa...i feel like he doesnt take any attention..maybe he doesnt like...i dont know why...i just want to share with him..talk with him..always he do dat to me...i like he to help his mother...even, my luv to him make it very strong..bcoz he knows his responsibility...but can he talk nicely to me before he want to put down the phone?? or am i just toooo sensative for what he was doing...i just want attention! haa then..for that la u r so egoism!!!! u know farahin...just think bout urself...~~~hhheeemmmm.....astaghfirullah...farahin...just be strong ok...take it as a pinch of salt...and also dont be sensative....make it as pengajaran to you...yourself...ok fine if he dont want to listen just dont story to him anymore...ok...ya Allah...ku mencari teman yang sejati untuk menemaniku dan bersamaku di dunia ini....susah dan senangku ya Allah...insyaAllah...aku akan temuinya juga...suatu hari nanti...aminn...
wassalam...

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my grandmother's kenduri

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today my grandmother had a kenduri at his house at gombak.. i met all my aunties n uncles there..very riuh rendah...hehehe..as i also have my anak buah too...ag la bertambah meriah...kekekke.. juat a simple kenduri.. to my late atuk..my anak buah cukur jambul n also for celebrating this coming ramadhan...time have gone very fast rite now..hmm just today my cousin, kak ana told us about a story..it's about his son..mohd adib..just 3 years old rite now..she told about what had happen at family day at zoo negara lately..there have an iQ games..tiru gaya badut..hik3..just out of 60 children, adib is de among top three that can tiru de gaya of that badut.. seems like he have a gud iQ..alhamdulillah..but when de badut said.."go and search for ur father"..all children go and find their father..accept adib..maybe he knows already..he just standing there quitely..sedihnya rasa...i wonder what in adib's mind when dat situation comes...only Allah knows what He is doing...maybe there's a hikmah...insyaAllah..one day..i want a happy family...just my children got fully attention and love from both of us...their abi and umi....hehehe..insyaAllah..dik in ngan abang...kan kan..
heemmm..just when i got back to my hostel,i called nizam..actually i bout a little jelousy to his family..it is not jelos about what..it is about his family got a strong relationship between their siblings..waaaa...bestnyerrrr....can share everything...huhuhhu.. ~~~farahin..just always bersyukur to Allah..ok..u also got family and siblings..in a gud health too..even out there have more worst than you..just bersyukur for what Allah have gave to you...insyaAllah one day ur time will come...just be patient and have a strong soul..yamg penting mesti ikkhhlaasss.....
~~luv muhammad nizamuddin a.k.a abang muchh...
wassaalam...

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egoism

to myself...
i keep thinking... am i egoism?????
from my dictionary..oxford student..it by suddenly i opened to dat page actually..
egoism mean THINKING ABOUT URSELF TOO MUCH n also THINKING THAT U R BETTER OR MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANYONE ELSE...
huhuhuu..so scary...i think..it's true...i am egoiss........
feel very sad rite now..
but i want to change! i dont want always kept thinking of my self only but people surrounding me i ignore them... maybe it is one of my weakneess...its true what nizam said to me..i am a selfish..always thinking about myself...
Ya Allah...bantulah hambamu ini ya Allah ke jalanMu... i want to be a gud girl..like ayang said..what had happen.. we r responsible to it..so,i must responsible to myself...
aduhai hati... mengapa terjadi sedemikian...

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microbiology

to myself..
i feel i want to stay up dis nite... he also stay up.. i think so.. hehehe.. he now at his mother's skul.. company his mother.. ok la.. he also at his holiday.. part time jobb.. kikiki..
lets we study microb.. 2 weeks more i have my first test.. microb oh microb.. about immune system.. i want to scoree!! u can do it farahin!!
chaiyookk!! ^0^
p/s.. thinking of him...
wassalam...

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change to new blog

to myself...
i've change to a new blog! hurrey!! donno why i do dis.. bcoz of one thing i feel very sad...angry...and....i also dont know why i do that...
now..feel calm rite now..no one know my new blog...n one thing..i now do not waiting for someone anymore...i mean..to whom who actually take care of me...give a comment about my post..hehehehe..
but..someday..i believe he will take care of me... =)
insyaAllah...miss him very muchh...
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