Sunday, July 26, 2009

am i feel regret?

to myself...
just dis morning abg call me..firstly i quite shock..why he calling me at dis time..very weird..and i also don't expected to him to reply my messages..bcoz he always buzy with his family and also his work..thus, i dont take hard of dat..but when abg called me,i just pick up the phone..and our conversation begin..firstly i dont want to talk much..just a little talk..but when he ask me about yesterday when my grandmother had a kenduri..it is best he ask? i actually want to bercerita to him..i just said em! ok la..bes! then we both quiet..i dont like dis quiet situation..in additional i talk with my sweetheart..i want to share everything with him actually..then i started to story about my anak buah..mohd adib..bla bla blaaa...then suddenly his ibu come..ask for baju kotor..after that he said ok la abg nak g tlg ibu..waaa...i feel like he doesnt take any attention..blogger-emoticon.blogspot.commaybe he doesnt like...i dont know why...i just want to share with him..talk with him..always he do dat to me...i like he to help his mother...even, my luv to him make it very strong..bcoz he knows his responsibility...but can he talk nicely to me before he want to put down the phone?? or am i just toooo sensative for what he was doing...i just want attention! haa then..for that la u r so egoism!!!! blogger-emoticon.blogspot.comu know farahin...just think bout urself...~~~hhheeemmmm.....astaghfirullah...farahin...just be strong ok...take it as a pinch of salt...and also dont be sensative....make it as pengajaran to you...blogger-emoticon.blogspot.comyourself...ok fine if he dont want to listen just dont story to him anymore...ok...ya Allah...ku mencari teman yang sejati untuk menemaniku dan bersamaku di dunia ini....susah dan senangku ya Allah...insyaAllah...aku akan temuinya juga...suatu hari nanti...aminn...blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com
wassalam...

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