egoism

to myself...
i keep thinking... am i egoism?????
from my dictionary..oxford student..it by suddenly i opened to dat page actually..
egoism mean THINKING ABOUT URSELF TOO MUCH n also THINKING THAT U R BETTER OR MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANYONE ELSE...
huhuhuu..so scary...i think..it's true...i am egoiss........
feel very sad rite now..
but i want to change! i dont want always kept thinking of my self only but people surrounding me i ignore them... maybe it is one of my weakneess...its true what nizam said to me..i am a selfish..always thinking about myself...
Ya Allah...bantulah hambamu ini ya Allah ke jalanMu... i want to be a gud girl..like ayang said..what had happen.. we r responsible to it..so,i must responsible to myself...
aduhai hati... mengapa terjadi sedemikian...